cynthia

I’ll pump my little legs as fast as they will go. I will charge them up those monstrous hills and I will jump my way over cracks in the path and over logs and sticks and branches and stones and rocks and boulders and I won’t stop until I collapse. Collapse. Collapse. I’ve had enough. Collapse. I can’t feel my legs. Collapse. I won’t stop until I collapse.

101. What a glorious number to see on the scale. My lowest weight is 99. I want to get down to 95. 95. 95. 95. Skinny 95. What a beautiful day that will be. When I finally see 95.

I woke up earlier than usual this morning. The air was thick with guilt. My mouth tasted like a mix of vomit and toothpaste… I obviously didn’t rinse away the puke properly when I brushed my teeth. I passed out. Black. Faded. Forgotten. Nothing. A mess. A mess. A mess.  A tragic mess.

Anonymous asked: why are you so rude to harmless people asking you questions?

I’m not rude. I’m anything but rude. I might be a little snappy because I’m annoyed with Joel but I don’t mean to take out any anger that I have from my personal issues on anybody who doesn’t have anything to do with me. I was merely asking if they wanted to add any more ?s to the end of the question.

Anonymous asked: whats ur bmi???????????

Did you want to hold down the key for any longer? My BMI is 16.5